i am so poor right now it is ridiculous. i need a new job like crazy. im going to the bars in kent tonight to see if anyone is hiring. i really need some kind of money coming in. they keep scheduling me outside at the harbor, and its been so cold out and crappy that im not getting any hours. on a lighter note, i have gotten back most of my ( Read more... )

Things seem to be looking up. i havent purged in 3 days....its been hard, i got kind of addicted to it. i feel much healthier though....and much more sane. i feel like im in control of everything when i do it....but in reality, i am far too out of control. i told JJ, and he got angry with me....but he didnt yell. after we both drank a little ( Read more... )